by Syazwani Mohidin on Thursday, March 25, 2010 at 4:42pm

This is a piece that i wrote before i create this blog. I used to wrote on Facebook Notes. Here some i like to share with my friends here.

[more will appear after this]

i'm not good enough for him...

i'm not good enough for him...

that is what i thought of us...
so idiotic and melancholic....

sometimes what he said is hurting me. 

sometimes what he said is the truth.
and that sometimes make me hate him more and more.

but in the same time love still in the air.

why love still there???
why we always end up with the wrong path???
why we never realize it earlier? 

why...why...why...?

too much why...

everything that happened have the reason.

 he told me that, he taught me that...
but sometimes, we could not figure 
out what exactly the reason why.

life is not a fairytale, life is never perfect.

i am not a perfect person.
you, yourself not a perfect person.

but why we always demand perfections 
in every person, in every aspect?

perfection is what we labeled by our own self. 

there is no specific guideline to it.

our own eyes see it perfect, our own heart feel it perfect and our own mind impulse it perfect.

but still i'm not good enough for him.